Thinking about Malcolm X fifty years Later

I was intending to post this Saturday, which was the 50th anniversary of the murder of Malcolm X..but family duties and getting ready for another snow/ice storm got in the way. I was still in grade school the first time I heard anyone mention Malcolm. It was my father and his sister Aunt Stella, they were arguing, Dad was saying how he could not stand those “Black Muslims” but somebody needed to say what Malcolm was saying, Aunt Stella just kept saying that her pastor said that Malcolm’s statements actually came straight from the “devil”. It was I think 1959 or maybe 1960.I did not think much about it after that..But in Atlanta where I grew up I would still hear grownups many times speaking in whispers. About the Muslim Minister who made so much sense. As I got older I was scooped up many times by members of the Nation of Islam when they were out “fishing” ….that’s what they called it when they would go out looking for people to bring to one of the temple meetings or on Fridays and Sundays for services. At first I never told my parents where I was going..although they knew I went to hang out with the older guys in SNCC..which they didn’t seem to mind as my father saw a type of nobility in what the SNCC people were doing …he still told me not to let my mother know where I was.But with the “Black Muslims” and later when I was starting to get involved with the Black Panther Party my father “just knew” I was going to get killed or at the very least bring the FBI down on our whole family…Dad would prove to be right about the FBI but that is another story. the first time the guys out fishing brought me to see Malcolm speak it was at Clark College. At first his speech was pretty much the same speech that all the ministers gave…in fact many of the famous quotations attributed to Malcolm today were actually standard phrases all the ministers used..and I mean all of them.. as I must have heard over twenty before I heard Malcolm..It was maybe the third time I went to see Malcolm speak and this would have been about 1963..that Malcolm began to include more than just the standard “Black Muslim” rap….he talked about the Bandung Conference in Indonesia, he talked about wars agaisnt colonialism ..he talked about how Ho Chi Minh had been betrayed after WW I and had not trusted the European again..he opened up a whole international struggle that I had never thought about..Of course when I would go back and talk to many of the SNCC guys about this it made me seem knowledgeable beyond my years. And those of you who knew me back then may remember how it scared many of the teachers at our high school. ….It was right after this that Malcolm left the Nation of Islam..and I began to follow every thing he did or said..most notably how Malcolm had begun to reject much of the teachings of Elijah Muhammad …I looked forward to the next time Malcolm came to Atlanta to speak……..It never happened….in 1965 just before Malcolm was killed I did get to see him again …you can read about our meeting by clicking on the link at the bottom of this post…but fifty years ago it was a Sunday and I was on the way home from church with my Mother and my siblings when the news came over the radio that Malcolm had been killed…in the same hall he had me passing out leaflets about… I went into a real depression for days after…but some good came out of this… about two weeks later I agreed to go to Selma Alabama on my first real civil rights march…..That was March 7th 1965…it became known as “Bloody Sunday” That was the attempted march where we were gassed, beaten, and I was trampled by a horse…..My.life was never the same. You can read about my meeting with Malcolm  here  http://www.timothyhayes.net/2014/05/19/what-does-malcolm-still-have-to-say/

Why I would never observe Kwannza if you put a gun to my head

If you’ve known me for a while you know I post this every year on the day after Xmas, I am leaving town on Xmas day to visit loved ones and don’t know when I’ll be back home.so here it is..If I offend anyone who observes Kwannza ..I don’t give a flip. ….Today begins the so-called holiday known as Kwanza, a celebration that has no real roots in any African traditions, but many African Americans choose to observe it as an alternative to Xmas. That’s fine if it works for you. I however use this time every year to remember the lives of my two friends John Huggins and “Bunchy” Carter. Who were killed on January 17th 1969 on the orders of a sadistic cult leader who also was a paid agent of the FBI. This person Ron Karenga also was convicted of torturing two black women,Gail Davis and Deborah Jones, holding them for days at times using electrical cords and hot soldering irons burning them in private parts of their bodies. After serving only a short prison sentence, Karenga surfaced in Southern Calif. again with various Academic degrees he still can’t prove he earned. Today Karenga parades around the country calling himself a “victim” and a pioneer in the “Black Power” movement. Hoping those of us who survive and were in the real struggle will forget who he was. Well every movement has it’s heroes and has it’s victims. And as time goes by new facts come to light, many of the old paid informants as well as retiring or even dying FBI agents have come forward over the years. Ron Karenga was without a doubt the most dangerous of all the people who betrayed the movement. At the time the FBI used any and all means to prevent alliances between Black militant groups, using agents, false arrests ,fake letters written to Black Panther Party members on FBI stationary and left where their friends could see them. And the biggie, orchestrated rivalries and assassinations.Karenga was one of the most useful and willing tool of the CO-INTEL_PRO era. Even today he seems to have no guilt or regrets about his torturing or his killings, using the fact that he “invented” Kwannza to set himself up as one of the true warriors of the struggle. Horsesh*t…. My friend John Huggins of New Haven Conn. was a wonderful man who took me to Calif. With Geronimo Pratt to train in the Black Panther Party. Bunchy Carter was a reformed gang leader who brought the first peace to the street gangs of Los Angeles. Bunchy helped set up a free shoes program, a free health clinic, and one of the first shelters for battered women in the state of Calif. Rather than observe Kwanza the holiday invented by the sick sadistic traitor Karenga I remember the lives of my friends. I have no problem with people who chose to observe Kwanza…but I also believe that what you don’t know CAN hurt you.

the founder of Kwannza murdered these two men

the founder of Kwannza murdered these two men

Winter in Philadelphia for a homeless veteran

I found this picture on google. But this week I spent all of Tues.and Wednesday, and part of Thursday getting some medical tests done. Tuesday I was waiting for a bus in Center City Philadelphia, and directly in front of me was a man sleeping with his stomach against the metal of the steam vent on the sidewalk. I know from working with a lot of homeless people over the years that this can be very bad…..but it was about 25 degrees out …with a killer wind blowing..hey what are you gonna do. … I left the guy alone until he was kicked by a pedestrian and woke up…he asked me if I had a dollar…well I’m not in the best financial shape these days …,I had two dollars and a few cents….I needed that for the bus..after thinking about it I looked across the street and seeing a fast food place I said .”How bout I get us something to eat ? With my $2.48 I managed to get us a double cheeseburger and a tiny “side salad” ..he took the burger and I ate the salad..I found out he was 42, my sons age a veteran and had fought in the first “Gulf war”..he did not seem “crazy” or anything ..his family had put him out because he had really horrible nightmares and could not sleep at night …waking up screaming all the time..since I no longer had money for my bus we talked for a while. He said he was well aware of the dangers of sleeping on the steam grate and told me a story of someone being “cooked” on one during the last winter….this guy was white, the son of two school teachers and grew up in Montgomery County Pennsylvania.. But this is America..land of opportunity …so this can happen to anyone ..should it…please feel free to comment…I wanna know.homeless

Election Day Nov. 4th 2014

I don’t know what to say about today that has not already been said. Voting is not only your right but a hard won privilege. In March of 1965 I stood on a bridge with future congressman John Lewis along with over a hundred other people preparing to march from Selma Alabama, in the cause of getting a voting rights act that we hoped would stand the test of time. If you have ever seen footage of what happened that day you know that we were people of all ages, and colors I was a teen. We were charged by troopers on horseback, policeman with shotguns and clubs and driven back..the day became known as “Bloody Sunday”.. many of the people who have been voted into office at this time have conspired to take much of what we fought for away. Many of you have told me on facebook that voting means nothing, many of you have said that the parties are all the same and it makes no difference who we vote for or even if we show up… well, if you pay attention to what has happened with our Supreme Court lately you should be able to see that it makes a big difference who is voting in Congress.. and what if anything they stand for, the people who win today will be setting policy that will effect you your children and your grandchildren. Regardless of how you feel about voting , not showing up today will be letting them down..and if you still don’t believe in voting shut the hell up and let the rest of us take care of businessVote 5

This is Black Panther Party History Month

Black Panther Party Logo

Black Panther Party Logo

In October of 1966 The Black Panther Party for Self-Defense was formed. We are now using this month for Black Panther Party History. I look back on that long ago time when groups of young Black people all over the country got together and organized. And showed this country something it never saw before and has not seen again..To this day it remains the only American organization that ever made the philosophical as well as actual physical contact with the African, Asian and Latin American liberation movements of the time. Many of us including myself actually ended up meeting and training with liberation fighters from around the world. Those of us who are left now have the task of protecting our legacy.. knowing we can’t trust mainstream history books to deal with who we were fairly…Not to even mention the silly posers and Black racists organizations like the so-called New Black Panther Party.. rising up and using our name to get some legitimacy they have never earned..so all this month from time to time all over the country people will be gathering writing about and remembering the real Black Panther Party and we can begin at the Beginning the core of our belief system from the very beginning …..The Ten Point Program WE WANT FREEDOM. WE WANT POWER TO DETERMINE THE DESTINY OF OUR BLACK AND OPPRESSED COMMUNITIES.
We believe that Black and oppressed people will not be free until we are able to determine our destinies in our own communities ourselves, by fully controlling all the institutions which exist in our communities.

2.WE WANT FULL EMPLOYMENT FOR OUR PEOPLE.
We believe that the federal government is responsible and obligated to give every person employment or a guaranteed income. We believe that if the American businessmen will not give full employment, then the technology and means of production should be taken from the businessmen and placed in the community so that the people of the community can organize and employ all of its people and give a high standard of living.

3.WE WANT AN END TO THE ROBBERY BY THE CAPITALISTS OF OUR BLACK AND OPPRESSED COMMUNITIES.
We believe that this racist government has robbed us and now we are demanding the overdue debt of forty acres and two mules. Forty acres and two mules were promised 100 years ago as restitution for slave labor and mass murder of Black people. We will accept the payment in currency which will be distributed to our many communities. The American racist has taken part in the slaughter of our fifty million Black people. Therefore, we feel this is a modest demand that we make.

4.WE WANT DECENT HOUSING, FIT FOR THE SHELTER OF HUMAN BEINGS.
We believe that if the landlords will not give decent housing to our Black and oppressed communities, then housing and the land should be made into cooperatives so that the people in our communities, with government aid, can build and make decent housing for the people.

5.WE WANT DECENT EDUCATION FOR OUR PEOPLE THAT EXPOSES THE TRUE NATURE OF THIS DECADENT AMERICAN SOCIETY. WE WANT EDUCATION THAT TEACHES US OUR TRUE HISTORY AND OUR ROLE IN THE PRESENT-DAY SOCIETY.
We believe in an educational system that will give to our people a knowledge of the self. If you do not have knowledge of yourself and your position in the society and in the world, then you will have little chance to know anything else.

6.WE WANT COMPLETELY FREE HEALTH CARE FOR All BLACK AND OPPRESSED PEOPLE.
We believe that the government must provide, free of charge, for the people, health facilities which will not only treat our illnesses, most of which have come about as a result of our oppression, but which will also develop preventive medical programs to guarantee our future survival. We believe that mass health education and research programs must be developed to give all Black and oppressed people access to advanced scientific and medical information, so we may provide our selves with proper medical attention and care.

7.WE WANT AN IMMEDIATE END TO POLICE BRUTALITY AND MURDER OF BLACK PEOPLE, OTHER PEOPLE OF COLOR, All OPPRESSED PEOPLE INSIDE THE UNITED STATES.
We believe that the racist and fascist government of the United States uses its domestic enforcement agencies to carry out its program of oppression against black people, other people of color and poor people inside the united States. We believe it is our right, therefore, to defend ourselves against such armed forces and that all Black and oppressed people should be armed for self defense of our homes and communities against these fascist police forces.

8.WE WANT AN IMMEDIATE END TO ALL WARS OF AGGRESSION.
We believe that the various conflicts which exist around the world stem directly from the aggressive desire of the United States ruling circle and government to force its domination upon the oppressed people of the world. We believe that if the United States government or its lackeys do not cease these aggressive wars it is the right of the people to defend themselves by any means necessary against their aggressors.

9.WE WANT FREEDOM FOR ALL BLACK AND OPPRESSED PEOPLE NOW HELD IN U. S. FEDERAL, STATE, COUNTY, CITY AND MILITARY PRISONS AND JAILS. WE WANT TRIALS BY A JURY OF PEERS FOR All PERSONS CHARGED WITH SO-CALLED CRIMES UNDER THE LAWS OF THIS COUNTRY.
We believe that the many Black and poor oppressed people now held in United States prisons and jails have not received fair and impartial trials under a racist and fascist judicial system and should be free from incarceration. We believe in the ultimate elimination of all wretched, inhuman penal institutions, because the masses of men and women imprisoned inside the United States or by the United States military are the victims of oppressive conditions which are the real cause of their imprisonment. We believe that when persons are brought to trial they must be guaranteed, by the United States, juries of their peers, attorneys of their choice and freedom from imprisonment while awaiting trial.

10.WE WANT LAND, BREAD, HOUSING, EDUCATION, CLOTHING, JUSTICE, PEACE AND PEOPLE’S COMMUNITY CONTROL OF MODERN TECHNOLOGY.
When, in the course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bonds which have connected them with another, and to assume, among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the laws of nature and nature’s God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation.

We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal; that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable rights; that among these are life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. That to secure these rights, governments are instituted among men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed; that, whenever any form of government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the right of the people to alter or to abolish it, and to institute a new government, laying its foundation on such principles, and organizing its powers in such form as to them shall seem most likely to effect their safety and happiness. Prudence, indeed, will dictate that governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and, accordingly, all experience hath shown that mankind are most disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But, when a long train of abuses and usurpation, pursuing invariably the same object, evinces a design to reduce them under absolute despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such government, and to provide new guards for their future security.

Free Huey Rally 1968

Free Huey Rally 1968

Long withheld thoughts on 9/11

sept. 11I really hate to comment on 9/11.. most years I just let it go… but this year maybe it’s time to let it out. When the twin towers fell people like me felt very different from most Americans.. Some of you may remember that about two weeks before the tragedy happened , there was a world wide conference to discuss Racism and the way it affected the planet.see  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/World_Conference_against_Racism_2001 You may remember that not only did the United States refuse to attend but did so because they were not allowed to dictate the Declaration and Programme of Action.. they wanted guarantees that there would be no wording in the final document equating Zionism with Racism..this of course never happened, the U.S.A. and Israel did not attend ..and there was no such statement in the final document… but the arrogance of the United States and Israel to attempt to dictate terms on which racism was to be discussed…just discussed was one of the ugliest moments in modern .history..It spoke volumes about the very reason such a conference was needed. .. Basically the U.S.A. was saying ..”you can talk about only the racism WE want to talk about”…what I remember most about that day Sept. 11th 2001 was as the towers fell.. I felt the horror of all the deaths of all the people..the surprise that that part of the World that our country had felt so free to abuse at will right or wrong had found a way to strike back..I also felt fear …tons of fear…but way in the back of my brain a little voice was saying ……we had it coming…and no amount of rationalization could shut that little voice up…many of you are probably thinking right now ..”how can he say that… we had it coming ????.. I wonder that too .so that’s why I usually say nothing on 9/11

 

Thoughts on the coverage of Ferguson

Wdon't shootith the big push for voter registration not to mention the fact that my grandson’s Mom has been out of town and my grandfatherly duties always come first. I have not had much time to comment on what everybody else seems to be commenting on. Well when I get a chance to watch or listen to the news one thing that bothers me is how many people who are from somewhere else have come running down to Ferguson. Some to show their support for the people some to demonstrate and a disturbing number of people have come in order to agitate. Everything that can go wrong has gone wrong in Ferguson. It has also brought attention to what those of us who live in the city already know too well . Poorly trained police and young or in some cases not so young Black men AND often women don’t interact well and this too often leads to abuse by the police and even death to the Black or Brown person involved. This is not something new. In my own family I have had three relatives all young Black men killed by Police for one reason or another. One cousin, Neville Johnson set off two weeks of rioting in Miami back in the early 80s When he was shot for absolutely no reason by a police officer. This problem is far from being something new…. it’s one of the things that gave rise to the Black Panther Party in 1966 that I became a part of . The original name was Black Panther Party for Self Defense. All Black men live with the possibility of something going wrong just about every time we have to interact with Police. This abuse happens every single day … it’s only the extreme cases or the very visible ones that make the news and from time to time they set off extreme reactions like in Ferguson ..this has been happening throughout the “post slavery” period. Every city in the United States is Ferguson. But what bothers me is that some people have been waiting for a chance to show just how “radical” they are.. or to prove themselves as militants and have flocked to Ferguson just to get a piece of the “action”. They have gotten in the way of the local people from Ferguson trying to talk with and reason with police officials and many times have been the ones who have actually provoked an already nervous and poorly trained police force sparking even more stupid reactions from police. The problem in Ferguson is a NATIONAL problem. A problem that needs to be addressed in every city in the country. From the militarization of police forces to the very poorly trained police officer on the beat. from the way so many already violent and racist individuals gravitate toward the police departments to the stagnant job rate and frustration in the street. There is work to do working on these problems WHERE YOU ARE. And Like the people from the so-called New Black Panthers or the traveling Anarchists and people from the Bob Avakian cult who call themselves Revolutionary Communists … all groups so desperate to get a piece of this riot and civil disobedience action that they have actually become what we used to call in the old days “Agent Provocateurs” need to go back home. If they want to be of use they can organize “cop watch” patrols in the cities where they come from. They should go home and counsel young people on how to safely interact with police…and take their romantic notions of throwing a tear gas canister back at a policeman back home.

 

First day for Voter registration in Philly gets off to a really Bizarre Bang.

Okay what a horrible way to kick off this years voter registration drive. Yesterday a Black woman I knew vaguely from my days working at Weaver’s Way co-op. comes up to me at the little table I had set up on Ridge Ave. with a young Black man she introduced as her grandson. She said she had heard that I use to lecture on the civil rights movement and would I please explain to her grandson that the Holocaust was a hoax. Now I must admit I had heard the woman say that to someone about 10 years ago. But I was completely horrified that she somehow got the idea that I would back her up… I took a deep breath and I took my best shot..I said ” Well first of all the Holocaust being a hoax is an urban legend started by white supremacist in the 1970s. I could see her face getting distorted …she was not getting the response she expected.. “In fact” I continued “the Holocaust very well may be the most well documented event of the 20th century” At this point she had had enough, she began screaming at me. “Where do you get your information?” . I mentioned my Uncle Lucius Bridges who was one of the American soldiers who liberated the Buchenwald concentration camp. I was going to continue by explaining how I spent half my childhood living and work around survivors from the Polish death camp Treblinka. which is true.. they had a small community in S.W. Atlanta in the 1950s and 60s..but by then she stormed off. claiming I was “brain washed”.. This morning I am still horrified that this woman a Black woman, supposedly some type of Christian minister would believe something that stupid …but why the hell did she come to me to help her prove it to her grandchild. I wonder how many other Black people have heard this crap?…how many Black people believe it? Is this something some fringe group of Black Christians are preaching in the pulpit? Scratching my head ….but I will continue to be out there health permitting about three days a week registering voters … if you know anyone who just turned 18 send them my way..

Thoughts on the conflict in Gaza from an African American who comes from a housing project

Today marks a first..this morning I have over 20 facebook private messages, from a Jewish American who moved to Israel to live in a settlement ten years ago. “I told you so, as long as they are guided by Hamas the Arabs have no interest in peace” From a musician friend who lives in Jordan and thinks I am pro-Zionist..”You see, you call me an extremist and you can’t see that the Zionist only stopped negotiating for peace because they were getting ready for this” meaning the bombing. Several local and non-local Jewish Americans some of whom have called me an anti-semite say and I para-phrase “Those murderous Palestinians will all pay for their crimes”..many people on both sides telling me “I told you so, and you called me an extremist” One of the hardest things about being an African American in America and having any political opinions beyond say civil rights movement or social conditions in the USA. is enduring the almost knee jerk reaction  programed into a lot of  White people . Sometimes it’s in the tone of voice, sometimes it’s just a facial expression and sometimes I’ve even heard it said out right “how the hell would you know”  On this subject regarding the Palestine/Israel conflict I actually may have more right to speak than many white Americans. In the early 1970s  a group of  Black Panther Party members went to Israel . For the most part this was after a long discussion with the writer Jean Genet who thought that we could be helpful in helping a group in Israel made up of  Mizrahi Jews..a Jewish population made up of  Jews from middle eastern countries. After a visit there by Angela Davis four of us agreed to go..Being Black Americans we noticed right off that these people were usually darker than most Israelis …some were even darker than many of us . We began teaching our usual community control program…something I had used many times in small towns in the South eastern United States.. mostly centering around efforts to get the people  to legally be able to vote and helping create a communal sense by putting together groups of people to help provides services like rides to the markets and child care . After a number of brutal police attacks in March of 1971 the group took the name Black Panthers..and made plans for a major demonstration to unite as many factions of Mizrahi as possible ..This was mostly the brainchild of a man named Saadia Marciano..on May 18th on what became known as the “Night of the Panthers” in Zion Square. About 6 thousand people demonstrated for the rights of the people ..it got real nasty ..real fast.. dozens of people were injured and about 70 Israeli Panthers were jailed…somebody must have talked because the next day all four of the us…Panthers from the USA were arrested. For 18 days I was held far from the city in a place I later found out was the  Ktzi’ot prison ….far from Jerusalem and what I did not know then was I was far from where the Mizrahi Panthers were held..We were beaten with these flexible sticks every day ..and asked, who sent us,? over and over …after about four or five days …I still can’t remember how many ..somehow they decided I was the leader of the American group….I was not… a man I remember only as “Dotan” came in to speak with me..for the next I think three days he and his friend did things I still can’t talk about..I know my grandchildren may read this one day …they don’t  need to know how cruel humans can be. Dotan just knew I was sent by some group in Syria and wanted me to admit that our reason for being there was to paint a bad picture of race relations in Israel. Looking back on it …today ..I don’t think I said anything …but I may have said yes ..just to get them to stop…I don’t claim to be some kind of hero …but I can tell you torture is NOT a way to get to the truth. When I was finally released I found that it was group of people who worked on a Socialist Kibbutz who had looked for us and worked to get us freed …it took about two and a half weeks for me to be well enough to travel back to Jerusalem and then home ..many of those people …the ones still alive are still my friends today..for the White Americans who read this I hope you learn from this that you never can be sure just what a person  knows or can speak with authority on just because of their race..The friends that I made during that time Jewish, Arab and even Christian missionaries in Israel mostly remain friends..and they represent aPEACE wide range of opinions …we agree sometime ..and don’t agree sometimes..But  let me say this, I think the horror of the current situation in Palestine/Israel while largely the fault of the current government in Israel who really did fan the flames when those three children went missing ,is just as much the fault of the hawks on the otherside who control the feeble yet still scary arsenal of rockets ..too few to do any substantial damage but just enough to provoke a massive response…..just everyday life in Gaza like in all of Palestine/Israel for Arabs is already a living hell..why provoke the massive retaliation from the IDF??. This should have been the time for both sides to get their extremist factions in check. So to all the people who think they can say “I told you so” on one side or the other …I say I told you so, your extremism is a danger to all …

Remembering the Murders of James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner

Today is actually for me a hard day to write about. I’ve been thinking about it for more than a week because I knew it was coming. Fifty years ago today James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner. went missing in Philadelphia, Miss.. All members of COFO ( Council of Federated Organizations) a coalition of national and regional organizations engaged in civil rights activities in Mississippi. Established in 1962 with the goal of maximizing the efforts of the Student Nonviolent Coordinating Committee (SNCC), the Congress of Racial Equality, and the National Association for the Advancement of Colored People (NAACP). After visiting Longdale Miss. the three workers went missing. I already knew of the movement in Miss. that summer, Centered around the need to register Black people to vote, but also revealing the serious need for local people themselves to step forward and take over the struggle. Outsiders were easy to spot and often targets. Also mostly they were students and would be gone after a while. This struggle really belonged to the local people. I was in high school and spent most of that summer being a busboy at an Atlanta nightclub ..but I already had friends in SNCC and CORE who went down to set up “Freedom Schools” …to train local people to set up voter registration drives and provide an atmosphere of solidarity that would last beyond the “Freedom Summers”. I got to go down for a couple of weekends but was not allowed to stay long…they even then knew there was danger and I was one of the youngest people in SNCC.. James Chaney I had met several times..a young brother with powerful vision..The bodies of James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner were found after 44 days in what has been called an “earthen dam” . They had been killed by a “lynch mob” of at the very least 10 Klansmen and “wannabes” after a pursuit on Highway 19..Miss State officials refused to   prosecute the killers for murder,a state crime..the Federal Government tried the “mob” for conspiracy to deprive the civil rights workers of their civil rights.They indicted Sheriff Rainey, Deputy Sheriff Price and 16 other men. Only Seven were found guilty most received a sentence 0f  3 to 10 years…This would become a “watershed” moment for many people ..and for myself pretty much mark the end of my childhood. I had been watching the civil rights movement in the newspapers and on TV since the Montgomery Bus Boycott in 1955….and in recent years ’62—’65 we had seen the Miss. Riots ( white people who literally went mad..over James Meredith,the first Black student accepted,   trying to enter the University of Miss)…the Freedom Riders: groups of Black and White students who broke the rules riding segregated inter state buses …and the Bombings one after another in Birmingham. I was still a kid …living in the biggest city in the deep south and all these people , mostly just three or four years older than I was were literally risking there lives to change a way of life that was so intrenched in the culture we almost thought of it as “normal”. The “whites only” and “colored area ” and “no colored served here” signs  were as common in our lives as “STOP” signs are today…I can remember how most of our parents and grand parents didn’t even dream of things changing any time soon…. And those who did  did not want their child to be among the people who tried …Almost every family had a story of some relative or neighbor who defied “Jim  Crow” ….always with a tragic ending …But this generation ..literally took a deadly “Tiger by the Tail”..I was the first and for a long time the only kid in my school or my neighborhood who took an interest in the movement…. I went from Science nerd and “that brainy kid” to the “movement guy” during the course of the summer of 1964 and as the 1960s went on I began to disappoint  and even anger many of the adults in my world. “Timothy you had so much potential..and you are just throwing it away”..But life simply could not be the same after that summer. Those brave students just a little older than I was became real heroes ..Lonnie King, John Lewis . Willie Ricks, Bob Moses, Julian Bond..Diane Nash….many more…I would try to sneak into meetings …run errands ..anything just to be around those people   In the year to come I would have my “baptism in blood” ..1965 would mark the first time I actively participated in a march…. As this website  grows and develops  I will talk about a lot of what happened in later years but today …..let’s remember the lives of  James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner.

James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner

James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner

The bodies of James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner..as they were found 44 days after the murder

The bodies of James Chaney, Andrew Goodman, and Michael Schwerner..as they were found 44 days after the murder